I am sad, angry, and a few more other feelings that I do not know how to put into words.

You see, in my blogging days, I get to know a lot of people, gay guys, gay twinks, gay muscular boys, and etc. In that journey, I also got to know people that take advantage of gay boys, ie those that spike drinks, and bring them for a ride later on.

I don’t call these my friends thought; merely acquaintance.



No matter how much I might be joying looking at videos of boys being fucked by a group of people, I had always imagined that these ‘short films’ are planned, and there was always a ‘director’ behind it.

I was dead wrong, when I saw one of these ‘short film’ featuring a friend of mine, a straight friend, 17 year old, from Kota Kinabalu.

I have never felt like this before. No matter how much I have had enjoyed looking at cute boys enjoying themselves, this is different.

Different because he is a straight boy, different because, he was raped.

Yesterday, I approached the boy, not really wanted to expect anything, but I got the story.

He got drunk, and he woke up without his cloths the next day, in a hotel room.

The boy was at a bar, with some friends that he just met. Friendly guys, just hanging out. He was brought to a gay bar in the vicinity, 3 of them. His drink was spiked, and he ended up in a hotel room, and woke up without his cloths the next day, with obvious evidence that he was butt fucked.

In the video, it was seen that the boy was screaming. Perhaps it was because it was his first time being penetrated. The video lasted for almost 4 hours. The guys were just fucking him like he was nothing at all, there was one short time where they had tried double penetration, but I guess he was too tight, and perhaps there was a little compassionate inside them.

There were no condoms. They shot their load on the boy’s face and mouth, forcing him to gulp it down.

To the normal gay guys, this would be a fantastic scene. To me, it wasn’t. It was the sickest scene that I have ever saw.

I approached the guys that made the video, they were not to happy about what I was gonna say. However, I finally managed to talk them out from releasing the video online on some popular pay for view website.

I always fear that those that I know gets involved with this kinda shit. Spiked drink, raped and worst, video recorded.

Whats important is, these people picking up straight boys is beyond what I can believe.

No wonder straight guys are so afraid of gay guys sometimes.

Sorry for the illicit picture, could not find something better to replace that.