A boy in church

It happened during this valentine celebration that my church have.

There were a few teenagers helping out, some cute boys. I cannot really remember this boys name but he was not the one that I was targeting.

Lets call them Philip and Matthew.

Philip and Matthew are in the same group. They are really good friends and they often hangs out together. They also attend the youth cell together and seems like best pal from an outsiders point of view. Our church have 2 sessions and I usually attend the second one as it would be later in the morning and after that I can join the other activity.

Philip is the cute one, while Matthew looks okay.

It was this day when the church is having some valentine celebrating thing. It happens every 2 years I think. To bring couples together, and new couples to say the vows. We were there to prepare the event for the big day.

Matthew and Philip was there the day before the event, I was there helping to set up as well since I am quite known as a good helper. It was a few hours before the event starting that I wanted to go back home and change and have a rest. I wanted to bring Philip home and I offered him and also asked Matthew to tag along so sort of encouraging Philip to join in.

It did not work as what I wanted it to be, however I managed to get Matthew to join along.

It was about 3 something I remember when we left the hotel. The party is starting at 7. We took a bus back to my house which is a 10 minute bus ride. My mind is running with my wildest imagination on what we would be doing when we reached my house. Reached home and found out that my parents are not at home. I went and took a shower. I wore only my briefs trying to create some openness with Matthew. It seems to work. I noticed him peeping a little.

I asked him to take a nap first which I check my things on the PC, which in fact, I wanted him to get on bed so I can get things started. Checking my mails was just an excuse.

He complied. He lie down back facing me, I lied down together with him on the same bed. I turned over and gave him a hug, he didnt budge.

I felt much excited; I put my hands down towards his pants. He is wearing this real loose jean pants that my hand just had enough space to go down even more.

I touch his penis, it was hard. He did not say anything, so I just continue holding his hard penis. I put my hands inside his underwear and this time he moved a bit, but not too much until my hand slipped off.

I took out his pants, he is closing his eyes. Maybe he was scared? I dont know. I turn him facing upwards and I continue taking off his pants, then the underwear. It smelt a little but that did not really bothered me. I played with his penis a little, and I bend down licking it, and putting the whole thing inside my mouth. I licked his balls and he squirm a little, perhaps it was too much for him. I lifted his legs up so that I can reach his nice hole. I licked it a little.

He seems to be enjoying it. I too wanted more from him. I took out my eros and I smear a little on his small pecker. Carefully aligning my hole to his throbbing member, I slowly sit on it. He wasnt that big but it was painful at first. I had to stop for a while before taking the whole thing in. It was good.

I wasnt sure how much would he let me go. I turned him around, smearing some eros on myself and I aim it at his hole. I am not sure if its because I cannot seem to find his hole, or was he resisting. I continue trying and finally I found the sweet spot and was in. I asked if he was having pain, he say its okay and I continue pumping him slowly.

My other hand was over him, playing with his throbbing member. I played with his foreskin, and sometimes I would stop pumping and concentrate on his member. He would then push back towards me as if he wants to get more of me.

This happens whenever is stop and concentrate on his member. I turn him around, slowly inserting myself into him, doggy style. He moaned a bit but not too loud, and I pumped till I cum, it was good.

Maybe he did tried that before, when I entered him, it does not feel tight, just the right size I guess. Maybe he really did try it before and that is why he did not mind me doing him? I dont know but I miss him and maybe we can try that again.

MaxtZ (Part 2)

Haven seen MaxtZ(Daniel) online for some time. Was quite worried about him. So I gave him a call earlier to see if he is okay.

He was busy playing games, and I asked him about the day when he is supposed to go out with me for a movie, he said that he had got other appointments with his other friends.

I was quite pissed off.

I talked with Hurtez, which he then called Daniel and it seems the Daniel have got some bad impression on me already. Maybe it was because of my frequent phone calls to him, and I did that because I really like him and I miss talking with him. ARGGH!!

Kar Weng

It was this boy's birthday. It was my friend's Alan's employer and I know Kar Weng's brother since high school.

He was having his birthday party. I met Kenny there, which I will be blogging later on him. Kenny is cute too.

Kar Weng is not really that cute, to tell you the truth. He's having his 14th birthday party.

I brought my playing cards the other day, I did some neat tricks to entertain the kids, and to find out who is that cute boy, which I get to know is Kenny.

I went back to grab some lube and a condom, since Kar Weng invited me in to sleep over with him.

We were watching some movies, I turned on Macross Zero for him and he seems to be enjoying it. I slowly lie down on his tummy and slowly going down to his crotch. I turned on a naughty show for him, and he asked me the stupid question "Why are we watching this kind of movie" Ignoring him, I just let him watch, and continue having the feel of his dick poking on my face.

I turn my head, my mouth now cupping his semi hard dick covered with his pants. I unbuttoned, he did not say no, and I continued. I continue playing with it, but he seems to be ammuned to being masturbated.

I close my notebook and I hugged him to sleep. He already wore back his pants, and was covered with a huge heavy blanket.

I took off his pants again, he dint say anything. I spit some saliva on my finger and slowly massage it in to his red hot hole. It went in quite easily. I was surprised.

I spit some to my prick, and it went in straight. I started pumping him deep and hard, he seems to love it, with slight moans. I asked him if its pain, he said no.

I woke up middle of the night, I fucked him again, Lifting his legs up this time, he moan slightly and disturbed from his sleep. I cum inside him and let him continue sleeping. I slept after that too.

I woke up in the late morning, he was still sound asleep. I took off his pants again, he gave way to make it easier to slide his pants down. I checked his hole, it was wide. I tried fucking him again, side ways, really deep. He clenched his eyes, indicating to me it was painful. I cum inside him again, and give him a light peck on the lips. Walking down stairs, everyone is still sleeping, I took a leak and went back up to his room again.

I was wondering, how can a boy his age be so nice to fuck? He's not to be considered tight but just a nice fit for my huge dick. Maybe his brother is fucking him on a regular basis?

Mika (Part 2)

I think this will be the last time I see Kah Kit online. He came on earlier and told me that his parents found out about his girl friend, and now he is forbidden to do anything.

I find it a bit odd for a parent that is that strict at this time zone. Why would a parent do this to his or her child? It does not make any sense to me.

I was pretty angry at him, I think he is lying to me because he do not want to meet up with me. Did I do something really bad and that freaked him out? Did he find out that Michelle is none existence?

MaxtZ

MaxtZ @ Daniel

I met MaxtZ about last year when I was reading in unlinked forums. He was quite a cute boy. Today I he came online on my list, which I eventually thought he blocked me from his list. Something happened to his home PC which makes him unable to get online.

We chatted a lot. Started talking dirty things. i finally got to know his name is Daniel. He sounds like a horny kid too. He gave me his number and I called him and chatted with him a while. Will be going for a ride with him soon.

Mika

Kima @ Kah Kit

I met Kah Kit on friendster as well. Kah Kit looks like a shy boy and with his spectacles and nice smile.

I got angry at him for some unknown reason. I used Michelle to tell him how to "persuade" me. It worked out well.

We talked about his dick size. He's clean cut and yet he don't know about it. He just said that he notice a scare on his thing. What a child.

We continue talking a lot, it seems like we are brothers. Talking about a lot of things, the relationship is getting better.

LittleBoy & Jeffry

Kenry


Jeffry

Met LittleBoy(Kenry) and Hurtez (Jeffry) on friendster. Have got their MSN and am chatting with them.

I do not know how shall I approach them. I am using Michelle as my approach this time.

When I was talking with Kenry, he sounded really interested in meeting up. He is staying in Cheras but when we had the conversation, he was at Sunway. He could have told me earlier as we could have come out for some fun.

He told me that he had had blowjobs from this girl that is older than him. He seems to be having a huge asset from his description but I would not know the truth until I see him. We decided to meet up nearby his place for a quick one.

I am not too sure about him, I think it is the first time he is meeting strangers. He even argued with me that I am driving a stupid Proton. How can NOT know what car am I driving?

Anyways, I was so full of hope that he would follow me back, it seems that he freaked out and I guess that was the end of it. He looked damn cute in the picture but when I saw him in Sunway, he looked so much more different.

Jeffry on the hand, looks cute too. He just posted his new picture on friendster and he seems a bit mature. His baby face is gone now.

But I don't like much about him. He knows MaxtZ, a boy that I will blog about later.

Jeffry also got a friend who wants to have fun with Michelle, the story seems to be too perfect, maybe they did fell for it. That I would never know.

Friendster

All the while I was trying to get to know some people from faceparty. Nowadays I am adding friends from friendster, and am getting a whole bunch of new and cute friends.

I have added a few bunch of friends, and am still trying to get a better relationship with them.

Shinya

Shinya

I have heard about Kelvin Hew that he has got a pretty cute boy right now. Rumours said that he has got himself a so so one so that this boy would not run away again like the rest.

Now what I do not like about Kelvin, is his, I don't know. Ego?

Years before, I met him online, I don't really remember how but we met one day when he came over to my house. He told me that I took his virginity on that day. We met a couple of times after that and had some fun. He suck quite good and every time I can say that I use him as my sex toy. Fucking him and making him suck me and then leave him alone masturbating.

The thing that I don't like about him is after I finished myself, he will insist on masturbating himself and often real hard and rocks the whole bed. He will then go to the washroom and clean himself, and a few times, stalk naked.

He smokes, he lies and always an asshole. He always tries to take something from me.

I met a boy that I did not know had a relation with Kelvin. This boy, Edison is cute. Small in size, and with a really cute voice. He's a drop out from school, and he always use me as his sexual exhaust, which I gladly comply because of his cute looks and the way he talks. Somehow I got to know that Kelvin and Edison were both partners before. Edison was quite pissed to find out that Kelvin did not bother to celebrate his birthday with him and went to celebrate Christmas with other friends.

Chung on the other hand, is my pet brother. I met him on faceparty and he too is Kelvin's partner once. It seems like a small world. Chung relate to me how did Shinya "stole" Kelvin from him, and how much he hated Shinya. Chung relate to me on how Kelvin use to cheat on people by offering sex. Sometimes when he needs to go somewhere, he will offer sex and in return gets a ride. How cheap of Kelvin.

I finally found Shinya on faceparty. Together with a nice picture of Kelvin hugging him and Eddy. (Eddy is another boy that I know that was quite okay on bed. Hehe)

I talked with Shinya as a 15 y/o boy, I guess I screwed up when I told him that I know Kelvin and all his bad things, I did however try to fix things up but it seems that he might have found out, and since Kelvin knows the 15 y/o boy, I guess Shinya must have told him.

Maybe I can try another way. No matter what, I will want to get Shinya, and if i can't, I will still make Kelvin's life miserable.

Yen Kwang

It's the holidays now and Tommy's cousin came over from Penang to stay over at his place for the holidays.

I came to know about this when I met Tommy's uncle. He's a friendly guy, treating us beer and food almost every night. I cannot imagine how someone can live like that just merely just by gambling.

Anyways, Tommy and I make up this plan to try to get his cousin over to my house. We planned this for a while.

Finally the day came when my parents went off to Korea. Me and Tommy wanted him to stay over the night but he said wants to have a basketball match early in the morning. It was pretty impossible for him to stay over, but he can come over in the afternoon.

I agreed to that, given the chance that my parents are not at home, it should be okay.

I went over to Tommy's house to pick him up. Actually, Yen Kwang isn't really that cute, he looks like a nerd and his hair style is bad. Maybe this is because of the strict rules in the school that he is studying at.

Anyways, he played some games on my notebook. My PC somehow slowed down and the sound card crapped the device players. I hugged him from behind all the time, and slowly put my hand on his crotch.

He seems to be hard a little, while he was on the game, I gently stroke his semi hard dick. He did not seemed that he cared, I asked him to stand up and I took out his shirt. Moments later, I took off his pants.

He was hard then, I wanted to suck it bad. There were a small bush, and it was quite long. His foreskin could not retract.

I masturbated him a while, while he is still sitting on the pillow that I put on the floor. Playing Need For Speed Underground 2. He ejaculated without control after I masturbated him a while. He was surprised and I think got freaked out a bit as he thought he might have wet himself.

I turn on some movies for him, and he was asking me all kinds of questions. My guess is that he had not seen any of those movies before. He even told me he doesn't know how or what is masturbation. I moved him to lie on my bed, and I went down on him. He's got a tight ass and even my fingers could not get in much.

I lube myself up, lying down beside him with him on his side, I tried to enter him. He was tensed up which I slowly guide my way in. He freaked out.

I got him down my bed, and bent him over my bed like doggy style. Only standing up. I tried to enter again but he just refused to let me in.

He was getting a little annoyed and noisy, I had to stop. I turn him around, asking him to get on his cloths. I showed him how I masturbated while hugging him. The feeling was quite okay and I cummed on the floor. Sigh.

Tommy

I met Tommy when he was still doing his Form 4. I cannot really remember how did I knew him but the first few years of friendship was quite okay.

He came to my house a few times, and once I remember touching him and he actually allowed me to take off his pants and masturbated for him.

It was around this year that Tommy started coming to my house again. He let me sucked him for a few times and then he hesitantly fucked me back. The way he fucked is okay but there is this weird feeling. Maybe its because he is too used of having sex with his girl friend.

Last month or so, he gave me a call telling me that his girl friend is pregnant. There is nothing I can really do about it except that I asked him to go for the abortion. His girl friend refused.

I talked to him a bit, and finally he listened to me and talk to his parents about it. I think he made a good choice doing that than trying to hide way with his girl friend, which will turn out to be a even worse situation.

Mark

Back in 1995, I met this boy called Mark.

It was then Chinese New Year's school holiday and I was coming back from hometown. My parents stopped by Subang Parade's Kenny Roger for dinner. I then saw Mark in black shirt and nice baggy pants with black cap.

Back to school, I again saw this boy. He was at the same school as me. He being in Form 1, just newly registered, I was pretty happy.

He joined the same club as me. Me being the president of the club, I have access to the club's room.

I teach him a lot of things during the process. One of the Saturdays, which was supposed to be a holiday, I called him over to the club house, telling him that there will be a meeting. When he was here, he felt odd because the other members were not there.

I took him to the room, and chatted with him a little. I hugged his soft but firm body. He did not resist. I put my hand down to his pants, indicating that I want to take his pants off. He did not resist that either.

Somehow, I could not work his pants buckle, my hand already found its way to his private part thru his zip. He unbuckle himself and that acts as a permission for me to go ahead.

I fondle him a while, hugging him from the back. His soft hair, soft body is so nice to hug.

I asked him to lie down on the table, kissing him on the cheek, down to the neck. I sucked his small dick for a while. I wanted to fuck him, but perhaps I felt weird at that moment.

We washed up after that at the toilet next to the club room. I sent him back.

Few years from then, I tried to contact Mark. I saw him online once, and I related this incident to him. He don't remember a single bit of it. I thought he must have hated it so much that he choosed to forget about it. He told me about an accident that happened to him where he lost his memory. Sounds like a fairy tale to me but who am I to judge? Maybe I should just let it be that way.

MingMing came over to my house

MingMing wanted to come over and meet me. My parents went oversea and I thought of having in to my house for the night.

Gave him a call around evening time, he was having a nap. He came over about 2 hours later. He looks cute. Adorable and friendly. He is afterall, only fourteen.

I fucked him at first, trying to see how tight he is. He said he is afraid that I cannot go in because he is small. I went in quite easily, but he is quite tight.

He wanted to take a shower first but after I entered him, he continue wanting me.

He masturbated me for a while until I cum, he ate most of it. Then we went out for a drink. After that, we fucked again and this time I came inside him, we took our shower together and went to bed.

He was quite nice to hug to sleep. In the morning, he sucked me until I shoot, and sent him back. Thought of wanting to bring him for breakfast but it was quite late already. Sharks.

Joe and MingMing

I have got to admit, I was pretty surprised to find a lot of young kids in IRC nowadays. I chatted with 2 yesterday, one 13 and another 14.

Joe(13) and MingMing(14).

I had to admit that I am not quite convinced that Joe is as old as what he claimed he is, maybe he is just scared and shy. We chatted a little and MingMing wanted to come over to my place. I am broke as hell and I still haven got my pay cheque so I declined him. While still chatting with MingMing, Joe is also asking me all sorts of questions, which kinda make me horny.

MingMing is a little girlish, I called him and chatted for a while. It was too late for him to come over as the public transport is not available at that time. I like his voice, somewhat sweet to me.

I am going to meet up with MingMing on Saturday I think, hopefully my cheque cash in time.

Jason and Michelle

Met a fellow blogger online. We did not talk much until few days ago when he started to talk with me. I think I had him in my list for almost 2 weeks already.

Reading from his blog, I can see that he is chinese educated. But I continue the chat with him with the simpest english that I can ever think of.

I do not really know how did the conversation started, but we did talk about masturbation and blowjobs. Jason told me about himself not experienced with sex. Coming from a chinese boys' school Jason is not very exposed to the opposite sex. He also haven really had a relationship with girls.

After chatting with him, he admited that he had been sucked by a guy that he met from a popular online game. He also confessed that the person also tried to anal him but only for a while because of sheer pain. They were not using any lubrication.

He told me that the reason he let the person play with him is because he like the feeling and that he did not masturbate for that past few days. They masturbated together in the car, and they had meet up for a few times. Usually the guy would give Jason a blowjob until he cums.

I think Jason must have had the best blowjob ever. The conversation goes like this.

Jason : Hey, I'm almost cumming.
Guy : *suck suck*
Jason : *spurt*

It's just orgasmic thinking of the situation. I really do not believe that Jason is not gay, or even a bisexual. How can he endure someone giving him a blowjob for five times? Maybe he just do not want to admit it?

Jason is a cute chap, he sent me his picture taken together with his classmate and immediately I could reconise him. Not that I have seen him before but he is just too cute compared to his other friends.

I introduced him to Michelle. Michelle is actually a character that I have created out of my imagination to talk with other boys. Sometimes because of my age, boys seldom talk to me and I thought a female character would be easier.

Jason was seduced by Michelle, and Michelle was making him cum all over. Jason told me that he masturbated looking at Michelle's picture, which is some pictures of Lynn of Chuva.

I think Jason somehow found out that Michelle and me is actually the same person. Maybe because of our temper. I really need to improve on that. Because of the somewhat language barrier, it's a bit hard to tell Jason that Michelle is playing a silly prank on him and that Michelle really likes Jason.

Jason was really angry yesterday, I think he is stressed because of his upcoming SPM examinations. For that I do not blame him. Really wish that I can fix this situation.

Trip to Malacca

I think I must have been crazy. Went to Malacca to meet up with a friend that I have met on ICQ. I left my place at about 12 in the afternoon. I wasn't sure to use Kesas Highway or the Sungai Besi highway which is the one that I usually used to go to Seremban.

I have not seem this person before, the only time that I see his face is from a picture that he sent to me. From the picture it seems that he is a nice adorable boy. He sent me another picture, which looks very different from the first picture that he sent me, with a little assemblence.

We chatted a lot on the phone, SMS and on ICQ. I really like him, and his voice is so adorable. We planned this meeting for almost a month already.

I reached there at about 1:30PM almost 2. It wasn't really that hard to find the Martin's place. Although I did make some wrong turns but it was all okay. Was a bit tight on budget, so I did not lodge in to some luxury hotel. Besides, its a change for me to stay at some low cost inn.

We tried the first inn, sadly there were no extra rooms but there will be one that will be checking out later in the evening. Thought I would check back later and we went to some shack to have some cendol to kill time.

Went around the area to look for some other inns, the next one that we enquired charges RM110 for a deluxe room. I went on looking for another one. Finally found one which I think is reasonable.

Checked in, and rest a little while. Martin went for the shower and there are a few mosquitos flying around. While waiting for Martin to finish his shower, I was quite surprised that he is so open with sleeping with strangers.

Martin is having his SPM this year, I think he lied to his parents about going to his friend's house to study because he brought a book along with him when I fetched him.

My air-con went dead for a while, I think it was because I was speeding quite badly on the highway. The journey is boring, what can I do?

Anyways, after we took our showers, we hugged each other for a while. I got a little horny and he started blowing me. It was great. He let me fucked him too, and I came inside in, deep.

I took a nap and we went for dinner after that at Kenny Rogers. I saw Royal London Circus and I thought of watching the show. Martin wanted to catch Malaysian Idol so I just stopped by there and take a look at the place.

There were Astro service in the restaurant of the inn, I went to the room and wanted to watch Initial-D. I joined Martin after a while and I think that Malaysian Idol is just pure boring. I really do not know what is so exciting about it.

We went to bed after chatting a while. Had another hot session. His tighness was just nice, not too tight. We did use a lot of lube.

The air-con was really cold, we basically hugged each other to bed.

During the morning, we played a while, I think I unload myself at least 3 times inside him. We had breakfast together at the restaurant together. Checked out and sent him back.

After I reached back, I saw his "other" picture that I had long time ago, it looked like the same person but I did not confirm that with him. I think I had a great weekend.

Back once again

It seems that I have totally forgotten this place of mine. I think I will be coming back, for now, until I slowly sly away again.

This would be my place of rambling of my somewhat private lifestyle. Other than my main blog.

Never thought it was almost one year ago when I first created this blog.

I think this is a pretty safe place for me to store my memories. Hoping that my real identity would not be leaked out in the process.